Rejection
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That bad winter when the snow was piled high was the first shot
It ricocheted on ice leaving a double echo hanging in the frozen air
as it slid, an arctic sidewinder, the full length of a tortured sled-track
Not sure if Ettiene had said to me, Is there something more I can do?
That I would have learned to cry then, those tears that melt the snow
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Something looms over the banks, over the deep crusted hardpack
It’s a silence you can hear, the shadow of a huge bird passing
When you know you are alone, even with people in your home
We never learn to be lonely we bring it when we pass the gorge
From eternity’s darkest night into history’s brightest dawn
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Icy glaciers run cold today with the missing tears of that golden age
When ignorance raped nature’s store and turned her to a common whore
but when the second shot rang out and the curtain fell in Dallas
Jackie held her husband’s brains in tender hands and we all cried
For the baby-boomers like me and Jen, something genuine that day died
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And then upon the snowy scapes, we learn to love again
Plunge our hands into the icy flow and watch the mountain grow
within an atmosphere of coldest breath, without the hostility of death
Pluck the sweetest flowers born, shout the loudest words we’ve ever sworn
Curse the mighty behemoth from his slumber with eyes of red and darkest thunder
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Then a third shot sounded, it took me down, limp and broken to the ground
Ice drained deep beneath my skin, the cruelest capers speak the ugliest sin
To turn away a heart as trusting on a night as cold and rank was disgusting
The snow leopard pads the highest parts, a she-mother learns to bare her heart
to make her family sure and safe when life’s harsh moments scrape their face
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A berry picked, shared or given, to the cub with no will for living
Rain falling in the desert, coats for street children, kind words to a victim
Abuse of child-love cannot be measured, love that always should be treasured
When the skip returns to a broken step its’s always love that lays that path
Not else can light that darkest shaft into the misery of a soul’s rejected past
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unfinished .. . writtenbyedenbray25/26/03/2018
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https://youtu.be/GWmy9H35anw
‘.. . love that always should be treasured’
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I’ll be honest – I don’t usually like to comment on a piece I write and as most work we write is semi-autobiographic anyway, it seems a nonsense to make a big deal out of the meanings included etcetera, etcetera but this piece was, actually, really hard to write – I wanted it to be my ‘Blood On The Tracks’, even though said artist denies any common link with his lyrics. If you can leave pain behind you, in what you write I hope I left it here.. . Yes Mrs Follestein, my imaginary critic – Ugghh!
Thanks for reading – edenbray